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Sunday, June 25th, 2006
3:50 pm	hmmmmmmmmmmm, i suppose i should update after a long time of stayng away, eh. well i guess i should start by sayng this school year was one of the best ever, except for the acute lackness of a lot of friends, but thats ok, i have ps2 and computer haha. adding to the school theme, exams sucked ass once again, but i figure i still did half decent overall. now summer is starng soon, i dont really knw how it will go but hopefully its pretty good hAHA. i cant really think of anytihng else, bye now Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 1st, 2006
12:09 am	argh! im pirate! ahhhhhhh not really girls suck, there are some exceptions though. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 25th, 2006
12:53 am	FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tonight was like the worst nite fucking ever. i thought me and cheryl were good for each other but apparently were fucking arent. she isnt ready for a realtioshp, still has feeling for her ex boyfriend. and the worst thing is, i was actually falling for this girl, like really. but now nothing is going to happen. and it pretty muh saddens me to hell.i jus wanted an amazing girl who felt the same about me, but apparently thats impossible. i thought she was great, and i jsut wanted a chance with her. but now i wont, mayb eventually but probably not which really sucks. i dont know what else to say i need some time to rething my reltionship strategy. Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
6:43 pm	hey, i havent really found anytihng to write about over the last while, but whatever, only 2 people even might see it, but yeh v for vendetta was the best movie ive seen in awhile, and i want to see it again, and again. im actauly pretty hapy right nw, things seem to be doing pretty well for me lol, but i guess thats it, peace Current Mood: giddy (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
6:58 pm	hello. i dont realy know why im leaving a message. its kind of pointless really but o well. since my last update i havent done anthing really except done a little shopping(buying the death cab cd as well as the strokes and some movies). also i had exams whish i did rather we on, but i still hate school. im done. FIN Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 1st, 2006
1:42 pm	hello everyone, dont really care about doing this anymore so you probbly wont see much from me anymore. i am currently on my new laptop which is rather fun, and exciting. i dont really have anything else to write so i guess this was a waste of my prescious time,oh wait no it wasnt i have lots of time bye bye. Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 24th, 2005
7:26 pm	MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Friday, December 16th, 2005
11:21 pm	well i suppose in the spirit of the christmas season, oops my fault...holiday season. yeh know that really grinds my gears, the god damn political corrsectness these days. i mean if christians cant call the holiday they have by its real name then i dont know whats going on in this world. its the same with everthing though i guess. its jsut really gets on my nerves that a very small minority that should have no say in what people want to call a holiday or how a company shoudl advertise this season gets exactly what they want. it complete and utter bullshit. they even want christmas trees to be changed, and chrsitmas decorations, well i say we fight the fuck bac at the immoral assholes by saying instead of you calling youm stupid pigrimage to some fascist country by a certain name we want you to call it the go suck a dick you fucking dumb prick assholes that want to destroy the world and bring us back to the stone age except with super wmds and more hate than you see at the vibe awards. but i dont know how many people are with me on this one, probably not catrina but maybe phil and mat, but it realy doesnt matter cuz im pissed about that. so i guess what taht was tring to say is bakc off assholes and lets us call it christmas and we wont invade your stupid country....yet! now on to good things i suppose, school is over until the new year, now this is rather exciting because well i hate school. it is the root of all evil and shoudl be toned down a bit. also that meas christmas is super close, which mean its my favorite time of year, plus the world junior champiionships start soon. but anyway im arm is really sore so i guess im off, bye bye maybe ill update some more next year lol. Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
6:42 pm	so i guess since i havent updated in a while i will right wait for it, want for it....NOW! so first to start with me and what has become known as my life.i suppose i should start by saying school this year is prolly ranked in my top 3 favorite years so far. i have made midget aa in hockey and people are going to come and watch me play or else. ive been watching a lot of tv lately. this mainly consists of the following shows: nhl hockey- its back and better than ever; rescue me, definitly one of the best acted and jsut plain good tv shows out there; csi- could be the best season ever; dead like me- very interesting take on what happens when we die, very well made and acted and intellectual; weeds-this is very contrversial but also very well made; lost- coudl be better than last season, lots more surprises and im starting to get it now; the rest of my favorite shows like the oc, house, family guy, the war at home and the simpsons are on hiatus for basball playoffs, so soon thye will be back and i will once again be a nacho eating, pepsi drinking, television addict, but until then bye bye Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
1:57 pm	so last night me and fill(phil) got into a discussion of rocking out to things. it started with me listening to jakc johnson and him saying you cant rock out to that, but of course this is a blatant lie and he knows it. in fact it is very possible to rock out to anything, the only thing holding you back is your definition of rocking out. like for example the common term of rocking out would be to be throwing your hands in the air liek you jsut dont care, jumping, and swyaing your head with its long lucious hair all over the place, and of course this is one way to rock out but there are others. for example you can rock out to jack johnson, this would incorporate you just sitting there singing his relaxing rejuvenatiing songs while being totally emersed in the world that is around us. another example you can rock out to miles davis or any kind of motown or anything by just sitting around drinking red wine, humming the tune, and eating expensive imported foods. these may jsut be a few examples of rocking out, mean you can rock out to anything, britney spears, bright eyes, toby keith, even classical piano. rocking out has no real definition of course except to the people experiencing it at this very precise moment in existence. that is all good night new york, im here til friday. Current Mood: bored (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 30th, 2005
12:32 am	hopefully this will work <+lj-cut text=" Everything Anyone Ever Wanted To Know About You Created by LaBelleAmie and taken 30788 times on Bzoink The Basic Stuff Name? Robert Gordon Age? 16 Height? 5 10ish Weight? 170ish Birthday? july 17 Birthplace? north sydney Current Location? sydney mines School/Grade? school Zodiac Sign? cancer? Chinese Zodiac Sign? not a fucking clue Righty or Lefty? righty Haircolor? dark brown maybe blackish Eyecolor? brown Skin Color? white About You What's Your Family Situation (Parents, Siblings, etc)? parents and a whoreish sister Any Pets? 2 If So What Are They? cats Favorite Relative? dont relaly have one, i like most of them equally Least Favorite Relative? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ What's Your Heritage/Race? scottish Political Affilation? i like the liberals Love & Sex Sexuality? staright as the pope Are You In A Relationship Now? haha good one If So, With Whom? ---------- For How Long? --------- Are You In Love? umm not that i know of but hey ya never know fo sho Do You Have A Crush On Anyone? not really no Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? hell no nigga How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss? 13 Virgin? hell no, im a seasoned vet If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time? 5 Was It Enjoyable? no she was a bitch about it, kept callin me afterwards, fuck off bitch What's The Farthest You've Ever Gone? rather not disclose to the public Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed? i dunno Best Love Quote? dont really know any Your Friends Best? well i suppose i dont really have one cuz i never hang out with anybody How Many Do You Have? not many, i know quitre a few people but i dont hang around with them often More Guys Or Girls? guys(closer with them for some reason but actually pretty much the same) Love Them All? sure why not Any You Wish You Were Closer To? maybe Oldest? collins 19 Newest? dont know Pen Pal? nope dont write unless im in iraq Friends And Words: Associate Them Pen collins always misplaces them Flower catrina Pink myself Window mat Heart catrina Mother fucker Bread phil Insane myself Sunglasses myself or phil Pimp ryan Cross catrina Lonely myself Car phil Music phil This Or That Boxers or Briefs? boxers Thongs or G-Strings? hmm i woudl say both they are nice Shorts or Pants? pants Shoes or Barefeet? shoes i love shoes Books or Movies? movies Night or Day? night Dark or Light? dark Mountains or Beach? mountains Snow or Sun? snow Pepsi or Coke? both are good pepsi=food coke=anything else Guys or Girls? girls fro sexual purposes and guys to tlak to most of the time Swim or Surf? neither For or Against Gay Marriage? for Abortion? for but only really early Bush Getting Re-elected? good on em, i like him Suicide? sure why not, if you relaly hurt that bad War? go ahead, gets rid of pests liek Raid Pants? only on guys Clothes In General? only on guys no need girls Penises? i liek mine other than that dont wanna know about em Favorites Color? pink or black Number? 17 Holiday? christmas Season? fall Movie? dont really know maybe full metal jacket, pretty much anytihng with johnny depp, i dunno Book? well i dunno since i dont relaly read but since im half way done. ses drugs and cocoa puffs Magazine? transworld or people Food? pizza, spicy chicken snadwich and many others Drink? water or pop TV Show? the oc or lost or csi or house, or all of them Song? right now im listening to alot of the spill canvas and some bob dylan so prolly sometihng liek that Band? the spill canvas, billy talent i dunno too many Computer Game? dont play em Video Game? i dunno either a war game or nhl 2005 as of right now Anime/Manga? ???? Shirt? my pink one Pants? my dark indigo etnies Actor? johnny depp Actress? rachel mcadams ios really good and hot Singer? duno myabe ben form billy talent or bob dylan or elliot smith or someone liek them Flower? dontreally care for flowers Scent? freshly cut back bulge from a man named igor golvishnev from eastern europe, ok sorry that was just wrong Animal? shark, the worlds unltimate killing machine Cookie? chocolate chip The Future Want To Go To College? yup my 4 year binge of weed coke and alcohol What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? i dunno something with history Want To Get Married? yeh to a hot chick with an accent Want To Have Kids? yeyh sure What Would Their Names Be? tubby mcswat swat How Many? 1 Where Do You Want To Live? bc or the uk Where Do You Want To Get Married? in scotland in the ruins of a castle How Do You Want To Die? gloriusly capturing osama bin laden in mozambique More Stuff About You Piercings? nope Tattoos? not yet Smoke? hell no Drink? liek to sometimes Do Drugs? nope Skinny Dip? nope Greatest Fear? heights or failing Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate Go To Church? hell no Religion? presbytarian or something Scars? yup i dropped a roof on my leg CDs Owned? quite a few Collections? some money Like To Be Naked? sometimes Ever Eaten Sushi? nope dont liek fish,so raw fish even less An Entire Case Of Oreos? yup definitly i liek fatening my slef up Been On Stage? yup Danced In The Rain? nope Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? nope Weirdest Dream? prolly my camper ait balloon one Best Dream? same Saddest Dream? i dunno mostly mine are happy Dream You Most Wish Would Come True? the other night i hooked up with a relaly sexy chick ion my dream Think You're Attractive? a little Shoplifted? hells no Been Caught "Doing Something"? no Weirdest Makeout Place? no where weird at all Like Thunderstorms? most definitly they are so hot Favorite Shoes? my ipaths Favorite Quote? fuck Best Advice Given? take the money and run Worst Advice Given? never give an arab oreos Favorite Song Lyric? i dunno too many really What Quote Says Most About Your Life? fucked Glad This Is Over? yup i am, i tried to make funny answers and it jsut didnt work fuck Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink "+> Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
8:53 pm	well i suppose i shoudl start off by saying thats it been too long sine i last did this. ok no i am sick, quite sick infact, so sick im on the verge of being depressed more than my friend mat or more depressed than he seems. but its odd cuz i went to the dance last night for no other reason than i was super dee duper bored. but it ended up being quite fun, with all the sexy ladies in there sexy clothing. but as soon as i got home i had a sore throat and ended up like not being able to swollow so i drank about 5 boxes of fruit punch mmm mmm good. and today i stayed asleep until 120 when i decided i was too tired to try to sleep cuz it was too late. but now it seems as if my sore throat is staryting to subside which makes me feels good cuz i wanted to kill meyself over it. im super bored too but im too sick to do anything especially anytihng to do with going outside. but i think i might go rent a movie or something so bye bye, i will be tlkaing to you all sometime in the next month. Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 18th, 2005
12:31 am	o my im so tired, so i dont know why im doing this cuz ill prolly say something weird and want to hit mysefl with a heavy object. perhaps ill do that anyway. but hopefully it storms heavily out tonight and into tomorrow cuz i liek storms. i need to do things. i dont feel good. btu i want to eat. btu im too tired to eat anything. i want my licence. i want to leave cape breton. i want to be rich. btu none of that is going to happen in the forseeable future so i guess i cna live with my life for a while. ok nwo i can barely lift my main typing arm so i guess thats cholesterols way of telling me to stop eating you fat bastard. bye bye. Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
3:58 pm	yes so ive decided to update again, without any outside force, lol but yeh i guess i shoudl start with school, even though there isnt that much to say. This year could be far better than alst year, i seem to be less shy and liek pretty mcuh all my courses especially my english teacher (shes scottish and seems to liek english history liek me) and my archaeology teacher hes really cool. this year seems liek it will eb easier thna grade 10 cuz im not in any advanced courses which i tihnk was smart on my part cuz im not quite intelligent enough to be doing that kind of stuff. but i guess taht all about school, so to sum that up it seems liek it will be fun and easier. Next on the agenda is tv. the new tv shows are back in full force by the end of next week ad most already. The oc started off strong as did rescue me and family guy. the simpsons dissapointed me very much with there new season, it wasnt funny at all jsut homer doing more stupid tihngs that make marge mad. a new house is on tonight and i expect a lot form this and it should be good. Next is music. lately ive been listening to a lot of the spill canvas, funeral for a friend, the trews, foo fighters, desth cab for cutie and other liek emoish rock bands. so i guess thats it folks, thnakc at for making me do this hahahah jk peace yall, o and i wore my sexy pink shirt today Current Mood: giddy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
3:14 pm	so school starts tomorrow and frankly i dont give a damn. i need something to do during the days neway. but whith the start of school comes television premieres. Two of my favoite shows have already started, Rescue Me which i started watching last season and is very good, the other is Over There which is new this year but is very good, its about the iraqi war. Tomorrow the oc comes back into glory and cannot miss that for sex with eva longoria. then in the next 2 weeks, lost, csi, house and my other favoite shows comback into niew so i will not have to commit suicide because of reruns, but i guess tahts it o, i ahve drivers ed tonight bitchin yeh mofo's bye bye. Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 5th, 2005
11:18 pm	IM ALIVE, barely. hahhahaa yes im bored to death, ive only left my bedroom like 5 times in the last 2 days, im jsut that much of a loser, one of those times was to shave, believe it or not, i did shave, now i jsut need to get me a haircut eh, bt i dunno when thats ognna happen, possibly soon. well i guess tahst it for now bye bye. Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Friday, September 2nd, 2005
10:23 am	school is approaching like the so called destructive youths like a prostitute approaches a man in a car. i dont really have netihng else hahah except kanye west's new album is very very good. i dont own it i jsut downloaded it all, its almost as good as paris hiltons sex tape, damn bitch. that is all Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
8:29 pm	well im here to review two cds, Foo Fighters In Your Honor and The Trews Den Of Thieves Foo Fighters-In Your Honor I loved this album more than fudge, its is amazingly great. I loved the lyrics to every song. Now the disc one is the heavier, electric side which was probably my favorite but only by a margin of about .0000009. The second disc is the acoustic, piano, and such filled songs which was also great. the b side includes a duet with a piano playing norah jones on Virginia Moon. Josh Homme plays guitar on Razor.Nick Raskulineczplas doubke bass on On The Mend and bass on Cold Day In The Sun. He also produced the album with the Foo.The b side is also filled with many different instrumensts liek harmonica, violin, piano, keyboartds, and mandolin. so overall this cd is fantabulistic.10/10 The Trews- Den Of Thieves. This cd is jsut as good or better than the Foo. It truly is a reincarnation of true rock but with an east coast twist. this east coast twist is very present in Ishmael and maggie which is basically a sea shanty put to rock music, excellent track. every song is pretty different with a good mix of instruments liek the mandolin, banjo, harmonica, melodica, and harmonium. its also kind of sexually charged, especially " poor ol' broken hearted me, with lines liek hard as a coffin nail. very good lyrics, i would recommend both these cds to anybody especially this one. this cd is superfantabutastic.11/10 There i suppose tahst a good review. Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
12:07 am	well since summers heroic ending is closing in on us quicker than a porn director after jenna jamieson, i suppose i will give a short non-detailed description of the summer from a horroe novel minus the horror. Chapter One- The Beginning It was jsut after a strike at a small town school and across a poor barely inhabitaed island off the northern tip of Nova Scotia where love, friendship and finally clean floors were in thr air. This time was not all exciting though, because of the strike students were forced to do double time to catch up haoplessly with the lesson plan made by demons. Exams were fast approaching and this fucked up Robert (our main character) and his friends (Mat, Phil, Cat, and many others). Now you see Robert happened to be very distracted during this time, since he was deeply infatuated with a girl from heaven with a heart of silver and a mind of fudge(mmmmm fudge). This was the beginning of summer, a very good time but it was not to be for all seasons. Chapter 2- The beginning of the End Exams were on the heads of people. They were upon the schools, causing panic, anxiety, and even destrcution of peoples lifes. Now Robert, and friends did very well at exam time, only in the academic part of course, after exams, Roberts infatuation diminsihed into nothing more than the love of an obese cook for dieting. He stayed quite sad for some time, but this means next chapter. Chapter 3- The End, Ah Not Quite Now into the month of July RObert is starting to become happier, even happy. He once again had started hanging out with his peeps and even began having some fun, which had deserted him for sometime. All this came apart though in late july when his ex infatuation and himself both fucked it up and got pissed at each other, this thne began a dry spell of not seeing anyone for a whiel into august. Chapter 4-Is It The End Yet? Robert and Catrina both realized that what ahd gone on was arong and both realized they would most likely be better off being friends, which made robert happy and he assumed made catrina kind of happy if not happy. This again began a time of going out more often thn not. Robert had already figured this summer for the worst of his life and it still may be that way but things turned around for the most part.Although he still doesnt go out very often he has realized its his fault things have gone bad and hopes things get better. Chapter 5- The End, Finally Summer is now ending, Robert has seen things change his ex infatution and his best friend Mat have begun dating, this doesnt really bother him, he has tlaked to mat and believes mat may be mroe infatuated thna he was, he wishes them the best and gives them props for not rushing into it leik he did. Overall for Robert this summer hasnt been all lost, he has become mroe mature, and learned because of it. He looks frward to spending time with his comrades in the future during the school year and hopes this year will be as good as last year. In the end he feels good and wished everyone the best. I guess thats it man, i cant think of anything else to say bye bye Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
1:48 pm	half pound of fudge make robbie go something something. "crazy?" dont't mind if i do balaha shboifsd0ifpgn fvj dnfsdjfh efndfjisdf ,f kf sdj fuck udhbfidjfbd jshit jdfn sdjkf nscunt ieofnsfonsdf cocknfufdfn suckerjf ieofnsdf nincompoop, blah Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)